New haircut

I used to have long hairs.I liked them and I didn't want to cut them!!
My dad has also the same opinion...he liked my long,long hairs!!!
The true is that I always had a strange feeling that I wanted to make something new with my hairs to make something different in order to make the change perceptible in the others.But I was scared that when I will cut them and I won't like them then I will have to wait a long time until they will grow up again!!
When I went to the the hairdresser I wanted to make the big change but something stonger inside me was telling me 'Don't do that' and as usually I made the same haircut...nothing special like the most haircuts!!!I was sure that if I will cut them after a little time I will regret my decision.
And so it happened!!!The previous week I call the hairdresser to close an appointment.
When I arrived at the hairdresser I didn't know how I would cut my hair.After un whole hour I have decided but after a short discussion with the hairdresser she convinced me to make an extreme haircut!!!Very short in the back and little longer from front!!When she finished I liked them very much but the worst happened when I returned at home!!!I started to cry without stopping.My best friend and my sister tried to calm me down...They told me that I was very beautiful...but it was hard to believe them!!!I didn't liked them!!!
Now I am trying to get used of it...I don't believe I can,it's really difficulte!!!I won't cut my hair again for one year at least!!!
Is there anything I can put to my hairs in order to grow up faster?